At her bedside you can tell by the look in her eyes, she’ll say “she’ll be right”
And the scrubs come in and offer hollow condolences ,she scoffs
“ Already? How could this be it yet? there's still so much i haven't done”
Only beeps of machines divides the silence between them, staying steady to her breath, but the
Cadence remains incremental

But there's no hurry now she's not there yet
but they could really do with another bed

Holding a glass in hand, you can’t feel her through your calluses
You’ve worked real hard to get to where you know you’ll never end
But at least you can afford to wear these clothes this morning

You look the best all up in black
Next to all of your cousins

Her hand too weak to raise to meet your face, the same that raised and was raised to you,
alongside a voice she can no longer muster, but you hear it when your own daughter starts acting up
Like you used to, you know the trodden face she makes when caught, so intimately.
And she looks just like her
So you trace the shape of loving care onto hers
Just like her

whispering
“I'll be here with you always, but tell me, when do we go?,
I hope it’s home, you know its where im needed,
you know there's no place i’d rather sleep”

Tell me son where do we go? I never had my time to find out; cos it’s
only now I’ve only had the chance to lie down
Tell me son where do we go? I never had the time to find the heart
And i hope you know cos im so scared to let go

Tell me mum where do we go? I’ll never have the chance to find the time
Cos it’s only now, i can afford to lie down
Tell me mum where do we go? I’ll never have the heart to find the guts
and Say you know cos I’m too scared to go out

Perfume and black amass the grounds
Dirt trickles through fists as she lowers down
Orchids ornate over her mound
Is it too late to ask now



(Performing during a breakdown u mess up the lyrics a bit so whatever here's the one i perform usually)